This is probably not the best time for me to be writing a post, but here I go.  It's 9pm, I'm sitting on my couch in pain from this surgery, and I received a message earlier that the adoption is definitely not going through.  Where do I begin?  I'm more than slightly overwhelmed at the moment and feel a large meltdown coming at some point.  I'm trying to hold it together but my emotions are getting the better of me.

Tomorrow is a new day...I have to remember that.